My family is leaving me alone for a second holiday in a row and bitches at me constantly about anything and everything. I can’t do anything right by them and no matter how hard I try it is never good enough for any one. Everyone thinks I am happy but if you take an honest look at me you will see it is just a mask I have been wearing for months now.
Behind that mask is nothing but tears and pain from getting her heart broken and being told by the one she thought she loved that they weren’t ready for a relationship and then her family making her feel like shit and acting like everything is normal.
I just want to be happy, truly happy and be able to tell the truth when someone asks if I am okay with everything in my life and how everything is in the moment.